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Why?

I just want to scream at people sometimes. I hate it, repeat HATE IT when all people can do is be hacked off and foul to other people. Take a happiness pill. Go listen to happy music. Go eat sugar. Go do something to get rid of that blasted grouchy dissposition! AH!
Ok, so in an attempt to NOT be like those people that drive me insane, I will stop focusing on the negative and try to remember the things that I like about those people. Thank you and goodnight...
Miss E.

Beautiful Letdown

Where I'm at is a very interesting, confusing place. Life is going a thousand miles per hour and yet, sometimes I feel like I am stuck in a huge pile of mud. I find myself having to prioritize, which is something I hate doing. I have always been the girl that wants to do everything, all the time, whenever I want to. Unfortunately, life doesn't work that way. Bummer. Right now, I have thirty plus books that I want to read, twenty plus paintings rolling around in my head, yet to be painted, and stories and songs of my life and other's are still bouncing off the edges of my skull waiting to be written down. Not to mention all the time that I wish I had to sit in the dark and listen to music. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the day. What can I do, school has to get done and so does work. I will say, though, that when I get to hang out with my friends for even just a hour or so, life is sweeter. Take for instance this past Tuesday night. I went out with Peter, Sean, and Jared. We sat at Dion's for two hours and ate pizza, drank soda, talked about life (the sports aspect of life, mostly :D), and were generally stupid. It was a blast. It was calm and crazy at the same time. I love those guys. Each one of them has taught me something about myself and I'm better because of it. I love that God gives us lots of people who compliment different areas of our lives.

So, yeah. This has been a rambler post, but that's ok. Everybody needs to ramble sometimes, right? Of course right...(if you've seen Fiddler on the Roof, you'll get that. If you haven't seen it, you are a deprived individual who needs to go rent fiddler on the roof) So long, folks.
Miss E.

Beautiful Letdown by Switchfoot
It was a beautiful letdown
When I crashed and burned
When I found myself alone
Unknown and hurt
It was a beautiful letdown
The day I knew
That all the riches this world had to offer me
Would never do
In a world full of bitter pain
And bitter doubts
I was trying so hard to fit in
Fit in, until I found out
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I will carry a cross and a song
Where I don't belongI don't belong
It was a beautiful letdown
When You found me here
Yeah, for once in a rare blue moon
I see everything clear
I'll be a beautiful letdown
That's what I'll forever be
And though it may cost my soul
I'll sing for free
We're still chasing our tails
In the rising sun
In our dark water planet still spinning
In a direction no one wins
No one's won.
See, I don't belong here (I don't belong)
Well, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don't belong
I don't belongI don't belong here (I don't belong)
No, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I'm gonna set side
And set sail
For the kingdom come, kingdom come
Your kingdom come
Won't you let me down, yeah
Let my foolish pride forever let me down
Ah, Easy living, you're not much like the name
Easy dying, you look just about the same
Would you please take me off your list
Easy living please c'mon and let me down
We are a beautiful letdown
Painfully uncool
The church of the dropouts
The losers, the sinners, the failures, and the fools
What a beautiful letdown
Are we salt in the wound
Hey, let us sing one true tune
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
It feels like I don't belong here, yeah
It goes like I don't belong here
I don't belong (I don't belong)
Won't you let me down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
You always let me down (I don't belong)
So glad that I'm let down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
'Cause I don't belong here
Won't you let me down!

It's my birthday, we're gonna party like it's my birthday.
CAUSE IT IS! HA

Soooo, this is picture of me about a year ago, and I like it, so I am putting it on my blog. Yay!