I will never have it all figured out and I'm ok with that.

God is still mind blowing. (That was way profound, huh :P )
Life has been all over the place and centered all at the same time.
I don't know what I would do without music.
I'm more thankful than I've ever been for the friends in my life.

Now for some lyrics:

Let It All Out
by Relient K

Let it all out
Get it all out
Rip it out
Remove it
Don't be alarmed when the wound begins to bleed

Cause we're so scared to find out
What this life's all about
So scared we're going to lose it
Not knowing all along
That's exactly what we need

And today I'll trust you with the confidence
Of a man who's never known defeat
But tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
Oh, inconsistent me
Crying out for consistency

And You said I know that this will hurt
But if I don't break your heart
Things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
The end will justify the pain it took to get us there

And I'll let it be known
At times I have shown
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me
There is strength

And you promise me
That you believe in time I will defeat this
Cause somewhere in me
There is strength

And today I will trust you with the confidence
Of a man who's never known defeat
And I'll try my best to just forget
That that man isn't me

Reach out to me
Make my heart brand new
Every beat will be for You
For You

And I know, You know
You touched my life
When you touched my heavy heart and made it light


Ok, I promise that I will write an "in-depth" blog soon, but for right now, a paragraph and some lyrics is going to have to cut it.
Love you all, hope you have a God-centered week.

Love,
Evie B)

I'm so thankful that I'm not in this life alone.

Who and when: that's what I want to know.

Music here, music there, music, music everywhere!!!

Ok, good music that I've found (refound) lately.

Love by John Lennon
Dirty Feet by Zach Williams
Fears by Zach Williams
Because He Lives by Zach Williams (youtube)
Be Kind by Eisley (youtube)
99 Luftballons by Nena
When You Were Young by The Killers
Dirty and Left Out by The Almost
Sweet Chariot by She & Him
Little Help From My Friends from the To Write Love On Her Arms (this one is in the video to the right)

Once upon a time, my background was red, now it's blue. Go me.

The past several days have been crazy. Saturday was the graduation. That was fun times. Mom and Dad came down for that, which was a very nice thing to do. They bought me a camera :) Thanks you two, parentals, you. . . . .

Today, I got up and went to church. It was a very good sermon, one of the best I've heard Todd preach. I was so exhausted, though. I was like, ok, I'm glad that Todd was in a funny mood today, because if he hadn't of been laughing up there, I'm terrified I would have nodded off. So sad, because it really was a good talk today, so my nodding off would have had nothing to do with the subject or delivery, just with my eyelids refusing to stay apart. But I didn't doze, so all of that description was pretty much pointless, oh well, I digress.

I have been having headaches everyday, which means my neck is messed up again. Sad face.

I've been seeing God in everything, lately, more so than usual. Things just would not make sense without this all-encompassing God and that's the crux of it. This complicated, maddening, wonderful, life would not function without God knitting things and circumstances together in ways that we don't see. It just goes back to the fact that the mysteries of God are too great for the human mind, so we are only allowed a tiny glimpse of the eternity of getting to know Him that is promised to those who love Him. It will take that much time (that much being forever haha) to understand and connect with the brilliance that is God. Unabashedly awesome, isn't it?

Well, I am listening to a behind-the-scenes feature on the movie, A Good Year. It is one of my very favorite movies. You should go watch it. It involves three things I greatly enjoy; the French country side, crazy characters, and very understated British snarkiness.

Ok, it is now 1:13 a.m. and I should not be typing or listening to a dvd features, but I am going to continue doing that last thing. With that, goodnight and thanks for all the fish. . . If you know where that is from, you rock.

Evie B)